” I finally understand the meaning of loneliness, even when you have twenty other people you know surrounding you.
Maybe it depends on the sort of person you are - that’s disappointing, I am one of that sort of person.
No wonder I feel alone even when I am with five other best friends combined. They gel, they know me well. But I don’t know who I am anymore.
Maybe that is the only reason why I have individual friends. They speak to me, or maybe they realize I am there.
When I am around two or more people, that invisible musk just wraps me up, making me paralysed. All I do is stare into empty space.
Because I am, nothing but alone. “